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Nov. 20th, 2005

07:55 pm - im a fuck up

why god put me on this earth is beoned me. im such a fuck up. for the longest time i was such fucking prick to every one. i did not give a shit about my family or my friends. all i cared about wazz getting drunk. i now realiz sence i have not been drunk or high for almost 2 mounth im still an ass to people that care about me. the reason i have not been drunk or high for the last two mounths is because of bree. i live to see her face every day. i live to here her voice every day. with out her i would be ether in jail or off getting drunk every dam night. she has help me so much and i dont even thing she knows she is helping me. love is a strong word. and i have never told a girl i loved her befor bree. i love her so much, and im still trying to fuck things up. no matter how hard i try i maneg to fuck every thing up thats good. no matter what it is. i have never had such a reality check befor in my life like i one right now. i have hurt so many people in my life with out even realizing what i waz doing.

Current Mood: depressed

Current Music: staind

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Oct. 17th, 2005

07:30 pm - kill kill kill

well this week end was the first of three loge hunting week ends. i did not grt my own deer putt i helped my uncel shoot his. but i did kill a turky, a chipmunk, cyoty, and about 25-30 blue jays, and about 15 crows, and a grouws. fun stuff. lol

Current Mood: tired

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